Life to Live Alone

I Feel all this thing when i got the news of Chester Bennington Death! i was shattered and broken down. this is how i feel! I don't know how I got this way! I was never alright I will never be alright This life gave me much more than I expected But now this is getting high And I can't communicate with my thoughts Articulating my feelings.. Searching for something new Searching to end this thing here tonight Why do I feel this way? Too confused, too irritated I am surrounded with many people but still I found myself alone in me Never cried but still heart ripping off, screaming to get free from this... I think this all is because of a habit of mine... So I will break my habit tonight... The habit to live... The habit to live life... RIP Chester Bennington

Still a myth, but its not! For me you are the only one who won’t change with time. You let me grew at my own pace, raised me when i was down... You know what's going on in my life! Well, there were no secrets between you and me ! You shared your everything with me at an instance you even starved for me & now if my life needs to be sacrificed for you I will do it! Your belief in my abilities and dedication seems like God is by my side. I will plead God to take my life and make you alive for as many times as possible! You are a guardian angel in my life. You turned my life into a fairy tale. You made me live life. You are the reason I’m still alive. -Sister ❤