Life to Live Alone

I Feel all this thing when i got the news of Chester Bennington Death! i was shattered and broken down. this is how i feel! I don't know how I got this way! I was never alright I will never be alright This life gave me much more than I expected But now this is getting high And I can't communicate with my thoughts Articulating my feelings.. Searching for something new Searching to end this thing here tonight Why do I feel this way? Too confused, too irritated I am surrounded with many people but still I found myself alone in me Never cried but still heart ripping off, screaming to get free from this... I think this all is because of a habit of mine... So I will break my habit tonight... The habit to live... The habit to live life... RIP Chester Bennington

Still a myth, but its not! For me you are the only one who won’t change with time. You let me grew at my own pace, raised me when i was down... You know what's going on in my life! Well, there were no secrets between you and me ! You shared your everything with me at an instance you even starved for me & now if my life needs to be sacrificed for you I will do it! Your belief in my abilities and dedication seems like God is by my side. I will plead God to take my life and make you alive for as many times as possible! You are a guardian angel in my life. You turned my life into a fairy tale. You made me live life. You are the reason I’m still alive. -Sister ❤

When I was alone you were the one who hold my hand and help to raise up.... Maybe I was another available every time when you needed me. But still, u didn't left... U understand my problems... And difficulties at that time... You are the one who is always ready to discard his body just for me... You walked the most dangerous ways.. Just to find a easiest solution for me.... You acts as my armour and never broke ... Maybe you were not loved the what I am.. But u never made me feel like m the younger... You always treated me as like you.. Thus success, this name is alive is just because of you... Whenever I was grounded you helped me to fly again... You did everything to me so that u can be happy even if you are not. You are the one, who is always ready to discard his soul for me.... My pride, presence , best friend, armour, soul, guru, soul, my lifestyle.... My Brother...

You are the one that's why I am here in this world, Living a life ...safe and sound... You acts as my armour, my shield to every damn problems I face... At first I was not knowing anything about this world.. Then you directed and drove me to tackle this world.. You made me eligible to have a living here.. You disrespected yourself to make me a good one in this bad one... You never left my side even if this whole world was against me.. Even if I was wrong somewhere, you taught me how to correct it up... When I raised up, and became eligible to understand this world and life on my own a bit... I started disrespecting you.. I started to be out rather than with you... I started hating things what you make... But still you never left my side ... Due to all those ignorance and disrespect you were still by side... And then I grew up a little more... And started to live independent without thinking that you actually exist... And still u were by my side... . M still learning about things ....