Life to Live Alone

There's a cold dark corner in the back of my room, it speaks to me and says I'm coming for you. As I lie on my bed in the fetal position, my eyes are closed hoping and wishing. Maybe that one day my dreams will come true, that I don't have to be here so down and blue. The corner keeps talking about how I'm going to die, all I can do is lie there and cry. As the corner gets closer and takes me in, my soul starts to burn as so does my skin. My bones shall lie there turning to dust, my bed surrounding nothing but rust.

Enveloping the room, Leaving everybody isolated. Nothing to do, nothing to say, Just silence. Leaving an uncomfortable feeling, With even those you are closest to. So close to talking, Yet so far. Just silence. Cold, dark, and alone, Your feelings bottled up. Your thoughts screaming to get out, Wrapped up in your own world. Inconsolable and suffering, Just silence.

Time stops And stands still, Each day  Seems like a year. I'm lost  And can't be found. In this darkness I lay dying, Cold, Empty, And alone. It holds me down And won't let go. There is no escaping, it consumes me, until there's nothing left. I may look fine, But on the inside I'm full of Death .

The darkness surrounds me It's getting so cold I'm all alone With no one to hold My world is so empty All what's left is pain No sunshine to light my way Just never ending rain I drown in tears My heart is crying No one seems to notice My soul is dying

My Heart felt what is shouldn't. I gave everything when it couldn't, Believed in love Think i shouldn't. It listened but never spoke. It cared but never shown. It shattered but continued to beat. It loved but experienced defeat. Laughter replaced the pain. But it can't reattain Kisses Vanishes the hurt That it bears. Hugs released all the tears. We wear our hearts on our shirts, totally aware it may get hurt. One day the heart will stop beating. when It will breathe its last breath. Because your love will hide in the mist. #birthdaybumps #endofsomethingbadbeautiful #noobsession #restartlife #Noscrub

He was naughtiest one in the whole group.. Everyone used to get irritated with him by his way of having fun! He used to take everything to another level.. He was kind to everyone.. He was right at his own place But this world didn't let him to go with that.. He did something which let everyone to take his life... The atmosphere was filled with the hatred for something awesome... Hatred for something, which is used to be one of most kindest thing... Hatred for love... He burned his soul to keep that fricking promise of love.. He died to save his love.. He died to keep the promise of love.. He just loved a girl who was not in his caste! This inter-caste love was not able to hold the negativities of this cruel world.. The love was crying, screaming out loud but no one heard it.. The love died in front of this world... No one even helped them to rise again.. The boy is now only in memories and is a true example of true love.. The girl he used to love... Is alive but she is dead.... ...

I Feel all this thing when i got the news of Chester Bennington Death! i was shattered and broken down. this is how i feel! I don't know how I got this way! I was never alright I will never be alright This life gave me much more than I expected But now this is getting high And I can't communicate with my thoughts Articulating my feelings.. Searching for something new Searching to end this thing here tonight Why do I feel this way? Too confused, too irritated I am surrounded with many people but still I found myself alone in me Never cried but still heart ripping off, screaming to get free from this... I think this all is because of a habit of mine... So I will break my habit tonight... The habit to live... The habit to live life... RIP Chester Bennington

Still a myth, but its not! For me you are the only one who won’t change with time. You let me grew at my own pace, raised me when i was down... You know what's going on in my life! Well, there were no secrets between you and me ! You shared your everything with me at an instance you even starved for me & now if my life needs to be sacrificed for you I will do it! Your belief in my abilities and dedication seems like God is by my side. I will plead God to take my life and make you alive for as many times as possible! You are a guardian angel in my life. You turned my life into a fairy tale. You made me live life. You are the reason I’m still alive. -Sister ❤

When I was alone you were the one who hold my hand and help to raise up.... Maybe I was another available every time when you needed me. But still, u didn't left... U understand my problems... And difficulties at that time... You are the one who is always ready to discard his body just for me... You walked the most dangerous ways.. Just to find a easiest solution for me.... You acts as my armour and never broke ... Maybe you were not loved the what I am.. But u never made me feel like m the younger... You always treated me as like you.. Thus success, this name is alive is just because of you... Whenever I was grounded you helped me to fly again... You did everything to me so that u can be happy even if you are not. You are the one, who is always ready to discard his soul for me.... My pride, presence , best friend, armour, soul, guru, soul, my lifestyle.... My Brother...

You are the one that's why I am here in this world, Living a life ...safe and sound... You acts as my armour, my shield to every damn problems I face... At first I was not knowing anything about this world.. Then you directed and drove me to tackle this world.. You made me eligible to have a living here.. You disrespected yourself to make me a good one in this bad one... You never left my side even if this whole world was against me.. Even if I was wrong somewhere, you taught me how to correct it up... When I raised up, and became eligible to understand this world and life on my own a bit... I started disrespecting you.. I started to be out rather than with you... I started hating things what you make... But still you never left my side ... Due to all those ignorance and disrespect you were still by side... And then I grew up a little more... And started to live independent without thinking that you actually exist... And still u were by my side... . M still learning about things ....

When the rain drop touches my cheeks and rolls down from the chin, I missed your lips kissing my cheeks My whole body blushes and my heart rejoiced the same way, how a peacock does when it rains for the first time . I missed your smile when the rain started to gain momentum. I missed your sparkling eyes when the lightning in the sky flashes my eyes. I missed your hairs passing through my fingers when the wind passes through. I missed your essence when the atmosphere was filled with the smell of the soil. I missed you in the backseat of my bike when I was moving slow on it, in that moderate rain, singing some edshearan songs The whole atmosphere the whole environment was so perfect , so perfect that the nature was looking for somebody as perfect as you. My heart was still searching for that missing part which you took away with no intention of giving it back. When rain kissed your cheeks and rolls down from the chin,I was so jealous with the rain that how lucky the rain i...

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